From 1962 to 1967, a television series called “Combat!” ran on ABC. It
was about a squad of American soldiers making their way through Europe during
the Second World War. It was not a favorite of mine and I don’t know that
I watched many episodes, but one episode has stayed with me. It featured
a new guy (like Star Trek, it was never good to be the newbie) who was a deeply
committed Christian.
This new man's faith had a marked impact upon his
life. He wasn’t afraid of dying. He believed his days were in God’s
hands, or, as the psalmist put it, “In your book were written all the days that
were formed for me…” So he did his duty to the best of his ability, and
was at peace with whatever might happen. When he died at the end of the
episode, he did so without fear or regret.
It is this same sense that I get when I look at El
Greco’s famous painting of Saint Sebastian (the one in the Prado Museum).
Sebastian, who lived from 256 – 288 C.E., was an early Christian martyr and
became a favorite subject of Renaissance artists. Tradition has it he
joined the Roman army in order to assist martyrs without arousing
suspicion. Because of his courage, he was promoted to a captain in the
Praetorian Guards, but the day came when his faith was discovered. The
Emperor Diocletian ordered his death, and turned him over to Mauritanian
archers who tied him to a post and used him as a target. Pierced by
numerous arrows Sebastian was left for dead, but a woman came to retrieve his
body and bury him and found that he was still alive. She took him home
and nursed him back to health.
Following his recovery, instead of leaving and
preserving his life Sebastian chose to confront the Emperor. He stationed
himself near a stairway that the emperor was going to be using, and then
berated him for his persecution of Christians. This second time there was
no mistake. On the emperor’s orders, he was clubbed to death. He
was buried on the Appian Way, near the catacombs that bear his name.
El Greco’s rendering of Sebastian features his
characteristic elongation of the body. While recognizable, the body is not
realistic; certain elements are exaggerated to serve the artist’s
purposes. The body itself twists, moving from left to right and back
again in a sinuous form. The movement of light and dark across that form
suggests flames surging upwards. Sebastian’s head is tilted up, as well,
with a calm, peaceful gaze focused on heaven above. This is a man who
accepts his fate, and whose soul longs for God.
That’s the connection with that episode from
“Combat!” They each feature men of great faith, and what they got right
is that faith does, indeed, impact the way we look at death. Does that
mean that Christians shouldn’t be afraid of death? No, that’s where the
two can mislead us. Jesus, after all, was filled with anguish as he
contemplated his pending death in the Garden of Gethsemane. He even
prayed to be delivered from it, “My Father, if it is possible, let this cup
pass from me…” The Apostle Paul describes death as “the last enemy to be
destroyed.”
Faith doesn’t mean the absence of fear. What it
means, rather, is that we have a source of hope and comfort even in the midst
of our fear. To put it differently, I like the idea of what El Greco was
getting at in his rendering of Saint Sebastian – the idea that Sebastian found
comfort in his faith even as he was being shot. But I suspect that much
like Jesus upon the cross, the anguish of that moment was very real for
Sebastian. Faith doesn’t take away our pain. What faith does,
rather, is speak to us in our suffering; assuring us that we are not alone, and
that our future rests in the hands of a loving God.
“Who will separate us
from the love of Christ? Will hardship, or distress, or persecution, or
famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?... No, in all these things we are
more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that
neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things
to come, nor power, nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation,
will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord” (Romans 8:35-39)
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